Wednesday 6 February 2019

Chapter 28: Happy Birthday, Peanut!

I have a confession. 
Welcome back after 3.5 years of neglecting this blog, i actually tried very hard to login, as I forgot my login username email address... 

it has been a wonderful journey thus far & lets go:


1) Flying Birthday-Cake Helium Balloon
Trying to be special, Levitation was always my choice, what is levitation?! Some sort of unusual flying pose or floating pose. So, here it is! after multiple attempts and some post-processing in photoshop! Woohoo, I'm satisfied! This photo was taken infront in my neighbourhood! 



2) Legends Share the Same Cake

Thanks SaiLouZais for the cake. Blew it in office, not because I syiok sendiri but because I have a colleague birthday 2 days before mine! 



Introducing my colleague aka my clinical department boss, Hidayah. Shoutouts: Happy Birthday boss! Thanks for tolerating my off petang every Friday.

Not forgetting, she is the only person who I can discuss clinical cases with. 
















Intendedly, we purposely hold the knife this way as 90 degree was the best angle to attract your attention!


3) Cut the Craps, Eat the Crabs

Thanks for the huge and tasty crab! 

Cake was chosen by my niece, it's a CNY theme cake, a gold fish symbolises 年年有余 & a very Huat Panda! Haven't ate yet, the cake is still in my fridge... Looks good though! 


4) Awesome 4 
Thanks for the loud and awkward birthday song ever!  

Thanks Zhen Ying, thanks Joanne, thanks Kai Xin! Appreciate it... Being part of the gang, always makes me feel proud & belonging! Hope everyone is success and happy in pursuing whatever we want. You good, i good! Yes, got people rear me when I'm old! 






5) Roses are red, violets are blue.....








6) Life is dry, hence humidify it! 
Thanks ZY... Thanks for making my life much more moisture... 

Sunday 28 June 2015

 能让我发火的,你永远不知道我忍你多久了。 


不会再一次次故意的靠近你,不会再为发你一条短信而绞尽脑汁却还假装成群发的样子;
不会再在你的每张照片心情短语留言回复;
不会在你在线的时候,故意上线让你看到……
这一次,真的决定离开了,到没有你的世界里重新呼吸。

有时候你把什么放下了,不是因为突然就舍得了,而是因为期限到了,任性够了,成熟多了,也就知道这一页该翻过去了...
你给的伤,连微笑都掩饰不了。 

Sunday 10 May 2015

个性签名

“医生,请救救我,我好像得了一种超级容易被别人无视的病。”
 “下一个,谢谢。”

从现在开始,聪明一点,不要问别人想不想你?爱不爱你?若是要想你或者爱你自然会对你说,但是从你的嘴里说出来,别人会很骄傲和不在乎你。
当两颗曾经贴近的心灵再也感觉不到温暖时,爱情便走到了尽头。
寂寞是什么感觉?就是身边没有了聊的来的人,所以,有的人可以陪坐在有的人身边一夜,却一句话也没说。
爱是对的,错的是我们还没学会爱,就急着去爱。
说算了吧的时候,其实自己心里比任何时候都要失望。
感谢你,又在我心上又多添加了一道伤口。
因为是女汉子,又多了一个不哭的理由。

Sunday 29 March 2015

要么悲伤,要么幸福

细雨绵绵,触动着谁孤独的心弦,孤独中蕴藏了多少寂寞的音符。
夜,雨声依旧,我心无比落寞,好像被折断翅膀的鸟到达不了天空。
我一遍遍的打开过往的聊天记录。尽管你已消失在荧屏前,可我还在等待那梦中的身影。或许,你已飘入了酣甜的梦乡。

如果我消失在你的荧屏里,你是否会轻易忘记曾有个多情的我,在寒冷的夜晚,向你轻轻诉说她的思念和无奈?我消失在你的荧屏里,你是否真的会理解我,那是我不得以的选择。
最悲伤的不是你忘记了我们在一起的誓言,我们相爱时的幸福,而是你明明记得,却做不到了;最悲伤的不是我不爱你,而是我从过去,现在,乃至未来都不想忘记的你,心里一直没有我的存在。

誓言总是敌不过时间,总有一天我们会成为彼此的过客。有的人默默爱着,得不到的才是最美。有的人,即使得到了,最终还是散了。青春总是在向往未来的美好,而当未来真正来临的时候,我们又总是在回忆那时青涩单纯的模样。

不知道多久没有写过日志了。。1年,2年,还是更久。
我还是装作若无其事,继续没心没肺的在好友面前耍宝,是不是我总是微笑,所以大家就忘记了我也会哭。

你要好好的,我也会好的。会好的……

深刻到至今意难忘怀。走在路上哭,躲在被窝哭,躺在阳台哭……才知道原来眼泪是如此的廉价。
虽然我有心理准备,可眼泪还是落了下来。
因为12点过去了,而你没有出现。

Sunday 4 January 2015

Highlights of the Year 2014

January 
-Official announcement that 2 is better than 1!

-Watch the most touching local film The Journey and contributed as one of the audience for making this film the highest grossing Malaysian film!

February
- Received a box Condom as my birthday present! 

100 Doraemon Secret Gadgets Expo

- Weekly Gathering with SunSeekers! First time seeing Steel Wool with my own eyes

- Woke up at 4.30am to shoot the Milky Way... Billions of stars were shot!

March
- My very first Nikon Photo Walk with Jason & William... Regretly, we didn't win anything

 - Sharing his joy, 1st runner up of Pharmacy Idol

- Free lunch treat by our lecturer, Dr. Amer after our clerkship... Teehee...

- Earth Hour Light Painting Competition under the heavy rain with Jason, Pika & Will. & the very first prize for our plan B. Our failure in lighting up the steel wool ends up with torch light painting under the rain.



April
- a photo that photoboomed by our dean

- 2nd runner-up of PHARMAKON Cover Design Competition. Losing to my very own boyfriend! Total failure! Hahaha...
 - i still love my design most! compare to the spooky blue Avatar cover~



- My very first nightlife 


- Sketch our very first couple portrait at Occupy Beach Street!



- i drive more than i sit bus to Hospital Pulau Pinang. Having selfies in the bus is the most enjoying moment!

May
- Secret journey to Taiping with the SunSeekers!

- Farewell and birthday party in remembering of Group E! Gosh, i miss them alot! *tissue paper please~

June
- Attended my friend's nikah ceremony

- Being  a model and walk like a bride in the centre of Georgetown. Danny invited for photoshooting session. 
- First time seeing a Df


- A lovely and touching confession by Superman!


July
- Painted Kuantan with my camera
- Sadly i leave SunSeekers and no choice but to form a new team in Kuantan

- Learned how to shoot Levitation Photography... and from that day onwards, i always try to make myself the main character of my own story using Levitation as a concept!

August
- The most hectic task i ever received! APPS 2014
September
- Reunion with the orphanage after 1 year... Mid Autum Festival was meaningful this year!

- Celebrating Ruyi Birthday! i wish i have a surprise b'day like that too~

October
- Help out in RTM for a shooting of Graduation Ceremony

- Overtime in office for final inspectation

- NASAM Walk in Kuantan

- Received postcard calender by my idol, Master Steve Chong

- Mulu Caves was indeed a challenging journey!

November
- Officially graduated

- The Return after 2 years, Penang Bridge International Marathon     

- Couldn't believe i made it! Finisher of Bukit Gambang Safari Park Half Marathon Monsoon Run... Marathon kaki now perhaps...

- Won 3 awards worth RM580 in a major photo competition... My very first compliment! 
3rd prize, Award of Excellence and Consolation Prize. 

December
- Such a lively fireworks. Caught in a jam after the event! 30 mins non stop fireworks right infront of my eyes!
 
- Sekinchan in a nice place to retire! 

- First ear deworming!

- Everyone looks good in the party hat! 

- A Christmas theme video created by him!