Sunday 28 June 2015

 能让我发火的,你永远不知道我忍你多久了。 


不会再一次次故意的靠近你,不会再为发你一条短信而绞尽脑汁却还假装成群发的样子;
不会再在你的每张照片心情短语留言回复;
不会在你在线的时候,故意上线让你看到……
这一次,真的决定离开了,到没有你的世界里重新呼吸。

有时候你把什么放下了,不是因为突然就舍得了,而是因为期限到了,任性够了,成熟多了,也就知道这一页该翻过去了...
你给的伤,连微笑都掩饰不了。 

Sunday 10 May 2015

个性签名

“医生,请救救我,我好像得了一种超级容易被别人无视的病。”
 “下一个,谢谢。”

从现在开始,聪明一点,不要问别人想不想你?爱不爱你?若是要想你或者爱你自然会对你说,但是从你的嘴里说出来,别人会很骄傲和不在乎你。
当两颗曾经贴近的心灵再也感觉不到温暖时,爱情便走到了尽头。
寂寞是什么感觉?就是身边没有了聊的来的人,所以,有的人可以陪坐在有的人身边一夜,却一句话也没说。
爱是对的,错的是我们还没学会爱,就急着去爱。
说算了吧的时候,其实自己心里比任何时候都要失望。
感谢你,又在我心上又多添加了一道伤口。
因为是女汉子,又多了一个不哭的理由。

Sunday 29 March 2015

要么悲伤,要么幸福

细雨绵绵,触动着谁孤独的心弦,孤独中蕴藏了多少寂寞的音符。
夜,雨声依旧,我心无比落寞,好像被折断翅膀的鸟到达不了天空。
我一遍遍的打开过往的聊天记录。尽管你已消失在荧屏前,可我还在等待那梦中的身影。或许,你已飘入了酣甜的梦乡。

如果我消失在你的荧屏里,你是否会轻易忘记曾有个多情的我,在寒冷的夜晚,向你轻轻诉说她的思念和无奈?我消失在你的荧屏里,你是否真的会理解我,那是我不得以的选择。
最悲伤的不是你忘记了我们在一起的誓言,我们相爱时的幸福,而是你明明记得,却做不到了;最悲伤的不是我不爱你,而是我从过去,现在,乃至未来都不想忘记的你,心里一直没有我的存在。

誓言总是敌不过时间,总有一天我们会成为彼此的过客。有的人默默爱着,得不到的才是最美。有的人,即使得到了,最终还是散了。青春总是在向往未来的美好,而当未来真正来临的时候,我们又总是在回忆那时青涩单纯的模样。

不知道多久没有写过日志了。。1年,2年,还是更久。
我还是装作若无其事,继续没心没肺的在好友面前耍宝,是不是我总是微笑,所以大家就忘记了我也会哭。

你要好好的,我也会好的。会好的……

深刻到至今意难忘怀。走在路上哭,躲在被窝哭,躺在阳台哭……才知道原来眼泪是如此的廉价。
虽然我有心理准备,可眼泪还是落了下来。
因为12点过去了,而你没有出现。

Sunday 4 January 2015

Highlights of the Year 2014

January 
-Official announcement that 2 is better than 1!

-Watch the most touching local film The Journey and contributed as one of the audience for making this film the highest grossing Malaysian film!

February
- Received a box Condom as my birthday present! 

100 Doraemon Secret Gadgets Expo

- Weekly Gathering with SunSeekers! First time seeing Steel Wool with my own eyes

- Woke up at 4.30am to shoot the Milky Way... Billions of stars were shot!

March
- My very first Nikon Photo Walk with Jason & William... Regretly, we didn't win anything

 - Sharing his joy, 1st runner up of Pharmacy Idol

- Free lunch treat by our lecturer, Dr. Amer after our clerkship... Teehee...

- Earth Hour Light Painting Competition under the heavy rain with Jason, Pika & Will. & the very first prize for our plan B. Our failure in lighting up the steel wool ends up with torch light painting under the rain.



April
- a photo that photoboomed by our dean

- 2nd runner-up of PHARMAKON Cover Design Competition. Losing to my very own boyfriend! Total failure! Hahaha...
 - i still love my design most! compare to the spooky blue Avatar cover~



- My very first nightlife 


- Sketch our very first couple portrait at Occupy Beach Street!



- i drive more than i sit bus to Hospital Pulau Pinang. Having selfies in the bus is the most enjoying moment!

May
- Secret journey to Taiping with the SunSeekers!

- Farewell and birthday party in remembering of Group E! Gosh, i miss them alot! *tissue paper please~

June
- Attended my friend's nikah ceremony

- Being  a model and walk like a bride in the centre of Georgetown. Danny invited for photoshooting session. 
- First time seeing a Df


- A lovely and touching confession by Superman!


July
- Painted Kuantan with my camera
- Sadly i leave SunSeekers and no choice but to form a new team in Kuantan

- Learned how to shoot Levitation Photography... and from that day onwards, i always try to make myself the main character of my own story using Levitation as a concept!

August
- The most hectic task i ever received! APPS 2014
September
- Reunion with the orphanage after 1 year... Mid Autum Festival was meaningful this year!

- Celebrating Ruyi Birthday! i wish i have a surprise b'day like that too~

October
- Help out in RTM for a shooting of Graduation Ceremony

- Overtime in office for final inspectation

- NASAM Walk in Kuantan

- Received postcard calender by my idol, Master Steve Chong

- Mulu Caves was indeed a challenging journey!

November
- Officially graduated

- The Return after 2 years, Penang Bridge International Marathon     

- Couldn't believe i made it! Finisher of Bukit Gambang Safari Park Half Marathon Monsoon Run... Marathon kaki now perhaps...

- Won 3 awards worth RM580 in a major photo competition... My very first compliment! 
3rd prize, Award of Excellence and Consolation Prize. 

December
- Such a lively fireworks. Caught in a jam after the event! 30 mins non stop fireworks right infront of my eyes!
 
- Sekinchan in a nice place to retire! 

- First ear deworming!

- Everyone looks good in the party hat! 

- A Christmas theme video created by him!