Friday 28 December 2012

考kǎo

玛雅人与我们开了个玩笑,太阳还在照常升起,日子还在寂寥中度过。
此刻,敲打着键盘,
现在是2012年12月28日的晚上的8时55分...
很无力很无力地敲打,
因为我已经没有力气和动力继续走下去。
被放冷的云吞面,只听见一直在呐喊的肚子,原来它饿了。
从早餐到午餐到晚餐,它都还没有着落。
我想它真的快疯了,毕竟主人已经埋没于书海,把它给饥荒好多好多天了。
 
 
楞在交通灯前对自己说:
故我這輩子已经注定,就这样过余生。
我想50岁以后,回到那交通灯前,会觉得很對不起自己。

 我不想再谈什么理想。
毕竟我真的真的累了。
只想赶快结束这一切一切。
只知道这条走错的路,真的很难走下去。

Saturday 22 December 2012

Chill, it's not the end yet!

Life is like a toilet paper,
either you're on a roll;
or you're taking shit from some asshole.

Recently, i'm having one of those days,
where people' faces just annoy me.

The Top 10 happiest things of year 2012
1. Fortunate to meet Master D, he just awesomely inspire me.
2. i never like Starbucks, but there goes 3 cups in just a month... hey man, i just wanna be served, as if i'm rich! Hanging alone in Starbucks & J.Co Donuts makes me feels great!
3. Self designed Pharmidol poster is being paste on the notice board at every corner in school, with it also being set as the desktop background in the lecture hall.
4. Unattended to lectures most of the time makes me feels great as if im back to secondary school! Yeah, i used to be a daring little brat that loves to break the rules. Rules is dead, but i'm alive. Just go for it!
5. I'm always proud to be in Penang than my hometown
6. Left my footprints in Korea, although not a very fruitful one, but at least i've been there.
7. Getting along well with XiaoHei. Moving on the 2 P's of mine, Photoshop & Photography.
8. Nadeje was the nicest mille crepe i ever had.
9. Hit 93 likes for my profile picture in facebook.
10. Found my dream country. I love Paris, especially its symbolic Eiffel Tower!

Thursday 20 December 2012


心像被塞一团厚实的棉花一样,异常堵塞...
 只知道这一刻连呼吸都是微弱的...

我不想多费唇舌,于是我保持沉默...
也许连这刻意的沉默也非我所愿,
只不过是被打击的哑口无言罢了...

我一直凝望着墙上的一点,听着发自内心的嘲讽...

是那左边胸腔中红通通的心啊,原来是它受伤了...
感觉到它被生生的拿了出来,又安了上去...
直觉告诉我,它似乎变质了,没了以往的生气,没有了那热血的流动,
动了,却没了以前跳的那么的激烈...

眼泪没了,呵呵,终于流没 了,怪不得眼睛干涩的疼痛...
也许自己真的坚强太久太久了...

抓起相机,也许只有这唯一的一刻,能让所有东西定格,然后毫无保留地让自己的悲伤停留。
有时候,模糊的视线也能带出另一种缺陷美,就像眼泪把眼睛给淹没,至少看不清世界的邪恶...

今晚的夜景其实也挺不错...从宿舍仰望下来的景色...
可惜就缺了一个聆听自己的心声耳朵...
多了那么一点点的空虚...
还是感激有那么一两个朋友,就在这无声的夜晚,依然不离不弃...
虽然每天都把 “没有什么事情,不要找我”挂在嘴边...
可是还是庆幸有她,至少大学生活不会那么枯燥...

Wednesday 19 December 2012

Post-Quiz Take-A-Break Session before study week begins...
Have been pek-chek+ing for weeks, for the sake of the back-to-back quizes, presentations and reports. Deep gratitude to those helping me all the way through it, be it borrowing your notes, sharing the past year quiz and of course bearing with me for not attending lectures all the time.


Drove straight to China House, Beach Street @ Georgetown. The most happening yam-cha session before our 1st year, 2nd year and 3rd year pharmacy gathering for the tang yuan festival.


For more photos, do view facebook "Strike Three" album of mine.

So, study week have been officially begin.
So long~ farewell~ There goes Christmas with all the notes... 

Anyway, ended just very randomly, Life of Pi was not that fascinating after all.

Friday 14 December 2012

自己 vs 别人

别人的看法真的不重要吗?
真的就能这样大胆放纵自己?
不需要理会别人的眼光,
做自己喜欢做的东西吗?


2012年12月14日
我真的很难受。
我对生活没有欲望,对未来没有期待。
依旧,今天的自己还真的没心没肺的活着...
受不了的是压力,承受不了的是挫败...



我的优点是:
知错能改。
缺点是:
从来都不觉得自己有错。

Wednesday 12 December 2012

2012年12月12日
哼着《快乐颂》,心里却不踏实地忧郁。

似乎怎么也快乐不起来。

Tuesday 11 December 2012

 只是没有人发现,
我默默地已经再也不是“新手”了。

岁月真的可以这样蹉跎吗?
4年再6年,
就像放在房间的红苹果一样,即使多放4天,再6天。
我没有能力追梦,所以抱怨。
可以再多放10年,可是到时候发黄的苹果,还有人想吃吗?


当你画了一张没有眼睛的画像的时候,那种失落只有自己体会。

Monday 3 December 2012


Never bite the hand that feeds you, 
always watch the hand that's cooking.

Saturday 1 December 2012


 December, the holy month for Christmas... So, let is snow, let it snow, let is snow!