Lost and Found

And we just had a random outing after my quiz. 
A live GPS he called himself, featuring Mr. William, one of my camera kaki in uni.

Exploring Georgetown used to be quite an interesting but exhausting task. 
And there is no full stop on discovering new spot for photoshooting, as the street arts and wall paintings are fading and subsequently being replaced by new ones.

Toh Soon Cafe, situated at a back lane along Campbell Street, we stop by for breakfast. It serves a variety of bread and toasts, homemade Hainan coffee and nasi lemak.Ya, i'm simply annoyed for being ignored and waiting for so long just for a cup of hot milo and a piece of toast, perhaps due to their super old charcoal stove. Anyway, a nice spot for breakfast, if you are not in a hurry.  

Georgetown Journey begins......

Lunch & High Tea by Chai Diam Ma, Lebuh Queen, Georgetown. No comment bout the food and price. Simply, it's just not my cup of herbal tea. With the amount paid, i could go for a better one. 

Anyway, the handmade products sold were quite fascinating. 

 

当两个人已经不是从同一个水平线上看事情，

那么再多的争辩只会增加彼此争吵的分量而已。

 但愿世界和平。

感恩。

 

Move on, Group L!

I'm have been in this same group for 3 times, and then i could only said this is the best combination so far, in terms of efficacy, efficiency and team work. 

i always have a boost of confidence, working with the team.

And we ended our Drug & Society's Poster Presentation. We always did our best, striving for excellence. And farewell, perhaps this is the last time being in the same group, i don't think the lecturers are going to arrange our group alphabetically anymore.

Self-designed poster, not the best so one so far, anyway, every design of mine are simply meaningful for me. For a self-learner and beginner, i really make an effort, spending so much time with my new partner, Photoshop. 

i felt myself simply a potential candidate. Haha. Over confident case.

不要总认为别人会帮你，因为那不是一定要做的事情，
所以请你也不要帮别人，因为那不是你需要做的事情，

人之所以会自私，都是因为少了那份助人的心，
我之所以会自私，都是因为你那双不帮我的手。

Lim Jetty

Good night from Lim Jetty.

i just misses photo outing with Xiao Hei.

急不来。

还是放慢脚步踏实地走吧。

比如：你有19份Notes还没有读，星期一就Quiz了。

越急要读完，匆匆忙忙地一天要干掉10份，
到最后读到第4份的时候，
却发觉有读和没读一样，
脑袋空空的，这样又何必呢？

累垮了...

晚上10点，为第6开始冲刺，
看来还是达不到目标，
看开一点好。
爆肝啊！

匆匆忙忙的过日子，本来就不是我的写照。

然而念药剂系的第三年第二个学期，狠狠地抹杀我一切的自由。

埋没于书海，可是心里却不断挣扎，逃离这一切。

我无心向学。我自甘堕落。我我行我素。

直到日子逼近的时候，我才悔过。

得到过的东西，我不想失去。因为我享受被人妒忌的感觉。

所以这个学期，无论如何，我也想尽量坚持下去。请赐我力量！

一个小小的短片，回忆却越来越清醒。 

这一刻，我突然明白，有一种感觉叫依依不舍。 

此时此刻，我充满着满满的感动..

参与《八度空间的行摄槟岛》是我人生这一辈子做得最对的事吧？

有时在想，为什么认识2天的友谊会比建立了几年的友谊还要深刻？ 

简简单单，纯纯的味道，第一次看到一个短片，然后呢？我就感动死了！

感激。

然后感恩。

<行行摄摄>短片,请点击：
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10201153610149407

永远不要嘲笑你的教授单调，

因为有一天现实会让你为这种愚蠢，

付出代价。

我想是时候觉悟了。

我知道旷课很不对。

但是我真的有心无力去上课。

只能为自己逝去的上进心哀悼。

对不起。

……如果这就是爱……

1。姥爷去世了。妈妈平静地处理完后事，晚上回来她栽倒在床上抽泣道：“女儿，你知道吗，妈妈没有爸爸了……”我顿时心酸至极。

2。出国一年，回来时妈妈已患上老年痴呆，迷迷糊糊，不认人。我走到床边看她时，她竟忽然冲我笑了，说：“你胖了。”

3。今天坐火车，两个老婆婆坐在我身边，其中一个是来送另一个的，两人双手拉在一起不停念叨着。要发车了，一个老婆婆下车，回头说了句话－“姐啊，今年我89岁，你90岁，这是我们这辈子最后一次见面了……”

4。小区里有个小朋友刚出生不久妈妈就去世了，一直都是奶奶带着。有一次小朋友对她奶奶说：“我偷偷叫你一声妈妈可以吗？”

5。家里买了一台大电视，我想放客厅，可老妈想放他们卧室，一直争执不下，最后还是老妈妥协了。很多年过去了，有天老妈发信息：电视放我和你爸卧室其实是想让你能来我们屋看，这样可以多陪陪我们……当即释怀，忍不住大哭。

6。我问老公：“如果是我得了绝症，你会给我治吗？”老公快睡着了，迷迷糊糊说：“别瞎说……倾家荡产也得治！”我说：“如果你得了呢？”老公：“那就不治了。剩下你一个人，挣钱不容易。”

7。那是一次“意外”，我拿老公的手机玩，无意间看到一条短信，那是爸爸去世前和我老公见面没多久后发的－“今天我把我的宝贝交给你了，拜托你一定要好好照顾她，我到天堂都会感激祝福你的。”几年来，一想到这件事不知哭晕多少次。

8。在外第一个春节坐火车回家带了一瓶绿茶，妈妈说：“我从来没有喝过这个东西，真好喝。”

9。 爸妈离婚后我跟了老妈。等老爸有了自己另一个家，另一个女儿，我就觉得自己是多余的，即使再难也绝对不给老爸添麻烦。后来有件事还是得要他帮忙，然后事成 了，于是发短信给爸爸说谢谢，短信上打出“谢谢”两字时，我心里痛得跟抽筋一样。过了很久，爸才回复我，只有两字：傻瓜！

10。爷爷拉着我说：“我很好，别担心，你自己在外面注意身体，多吃点好吃的……” 明明在饭桌上，我只看到一小盘咸菜孤独的摆着，眼前顿时模糊一片，那天是他 80 岁 的生日啊~~~

11。爸爸一次重病，在床上躺了大半个月都没醒，后来在一个下午突然醒了。
　　醒来时他嘴一直在动，妈妈把耳朵凑近了对他说：“你慢点说，我听着呢。”
　　爸很虚弱地说：“女儿该放学回家了，你去把饭做了吧

12。高三那年，外婆问我想考哪里
　　我说当然是北京
　　外婆说就考本地嘛 离得近
　　我就笑着哈拉过去
　　高考前一个月，外婆去世了，选择都没留给我
　　外婆去世第二天，家里上上下下忙着张罗各种事
　　大人都在楼下搭着的灵堂忙
　　我到楼上找外公
　　外公一个人坐在藤椅上
　　看到我来了，强挤出笑脸说：“孙女，怎么办哟，以后咱家订的牛奶也没人喝了?”
　　我背过身去大哭

13。大年三十晚上，因为在外地加班不能回家过年，虽然爸爸知道我不回去
　　但他还是一个人冒着刺骨寒风到人烟稀少的小车站一直一直的等，妈妈叫他回来
　　可爸却说：“万一她是骗我们的呢，万一她晚上就回来了呢。”
　　后来听到妈妈给我说这件事的时候，我心里面就像被锤子狠狠的砸着那么难受。

14。大学后的第一个寒假，妈开始学习发短信。我是个没耐性的人，本来几句话的东西，却嫌她手脚太笨，便没耐心教下去了。晚饭后，妈和老爸在房间里看电视，我在练听力，那时候还用复读机，恍惚间感觉有东西干扰，手机进条短信，只有5个字，妈妈问：儿，你在干嘛？

15。小时候爸爸喂我药，我呛到了，妈妈就把他骂出去了。后来妈妈问姐姐爸爸哪去了，姐姐说爸爸在外面哭。
亲情，朴素的让人会忽略，但是却最能感动所有人，朋友我们有时间多多陪伴一下自己的亲人！

～～后语～～
随着自己愈长大，看着父母亲脸庞从年轻变憔悴，头发从乌丝变白发，动作从迅捷变缓慢，多心疼！
父母亲总是将最好、最宝贵的留给我们，像蜡烛不停的燃烧自己，照亮孩子！而我们呢？有没有腾出一个空间给我的父母，或者只是在当我需要停泊岸时，才会想起他们……
其 实父母亲要的真的不多，只是一句随意的问候「爸、妈，你们今天好吗？」随意买的宵夜，煮一顿再普通不过的晚餐，睡前帮他们盖盖被子，天冷帮他们添衣服、戴 手套....都能让他们高兴温馨很久。有时，我常在想：我希望我的子女以后如何对我。那现在，我有没有如此对待我的父母？我相信，人是环环相扣的；现在， 你如何对待你的父母；以后，你的子女就如何待你。
朋友，人世间最难报的就是父母恩，愿我们都能：以反哺之心奉敬父母，以感恩之心孝顺父母！
生命不要求我们成为最好的，只要求我们作最大的努力！
养老院墙上发现的一篇文章：
孩 子！当你还很小的时候，我花了很多时间，教你慢慢用汤匙、用筷子吃东西。教你系鞋带、扣扣子、溜滑梯、教你穿衣服、梳头发、拧鼻涕。这些和你在一起的点点 滴滴，是多么的令我怀念不已。所以，当我想不起来，接不上话时，请给我一点时间，等我一下，让我再想一想……极可能最后连要说什么，我也一并忘记。
孩子！你忘记我们练习了好几百回，才学会的第一首娃娃歌吗？是否还记得每天总要我绞尽脑汁，去回答不知道你从哪里冒出来的问题吗？所以，当我重复又重复说着老掉牙的故事，哼着我孩提时代的儿歌时，体谅我。让我继续沉醉在这些回忆中吧！切望你，也能陪着我闲话家常吧！
孩子，现在我常忘了扣扣子、系鞋带。吃饭时，会弄脏衣服，梳头发时手还会不停的抖，不要催促我，要对我多一点耐心和温柔，只要有你在一起，就会有很多的温暖涌上心头。
孩子！如今，我的脚站也站不稳，走也走不动。所以，请你紧紧的握着我的手，陪着我，慢慢的。就像当年一样，我带着你一步一步地走。

Just like a cup of melted Sundae.

i guess i am suffering from some withdrawal symptoms that drive me crazy, 

until i drove to Queensbay only to buy a piece of J.Co Donut.

i did reached Queensbay. Yet, due to some unexpected incident, i drove back from QB again without my donut. Saddening.

Then i stopped myself by McD and have a cup of Sundae being take away.

When i reached my room, it looks more like a cup of iced-chocolate instead.

Anyway, who cares. i just want the pleasure of being pleasured!

And now, i am a happy kid again.

 i have two drumsticks for dinner tonight.

Without the quiz, everything seems fine as usual.

 

Buzz from Peanut.com

Mae Yeoh

And i recently ended my design works in a hectic but fulfilling manner.

I had a serious Dopamine attack on my Substantial Nigra, spreading towards my whole corpus collosum. Thank god, i'm still free from Parkinson's disease.

Being offered with for a photoshooting event for a company's appreciation night. Ya, thanks to Mr. Woosa Woosa.

With gratitude, finally my name, Mae Yeoh stood up. 

At least in the School of Pharmaceutical Sciences,

i was twice a graphic designer in my school annual magazine, Pharmakon.

once an award winning champion for cover design competition.

once a booklet designer for school CNS assignment "High Fever", which i spend the least afford producing it and yet still being praised for that outstanding and attracting front cover.
Up coming product, Poster on Depressant.

and most importantly, i started to get along well with Photoshop now.

Peanut and Photoshop is merging well.

and now, i'm a dead meat. What's wrong with all those drugs in my mind.

Hallucinogen. Parkinson's. Psychotic. Epileptic. Sedative, Hypnotic, Anxiolytic. Depressant.

Infront each word, there is always an ANTI.
Life of a Pharmacy Student. Perhaps.

Cheer up. You gonna stay motivated! 
i need more STIMULANT!
Amphetamine. Methylxanthines.

置身事外

《图书馆》篇
把自己裹在纷繁的人群中，我想今天的自己有点过于压抑，很烦很烦。
可能因为昨晚的一些些事情，搞得我像被两边拉扯的橡皮筋一样，特别容易崩溃。
严重缺眠，我想我真的沦落了。对于自己的帮不上忙，我感到十分抱歉。
我想我现在最内疚是那个每天上课和我坐在一起的Si Gina。
因为自己的懂太多，却一个不小心，卷入风波里头。

纵使她有诸多的缺点，当作最美好的回忆珍藏吧。
友情的最高境界是欣赏，次之是喜欢。
欣赏就好。

唉，站在二楼往下看呢，是什么样的感觉？有一种置身事外的轻松。
记得看过一篇文章，
《玻璃居》，是一个茶室，靠街的一面全是玻璃，坐在里面，看到的是纷纷攘攘的人流，忙碌的，愁苦的。而在里面的人有一种超然事外的轻松。
我有同感。

所以今天一个人的自己，很感性，也很想置身事外。
请成全。

Just like a heart attack, i always had a sudden attack of gloominess.

Suffocates, whenever i'm out of my track and running out of time!

Sweat~ i had been steaming like a Char Siew Pau in the wok...

Please rain, Penang.

Mother's Day

the one day a year we try to pay our moms back for everything they've given us over a lifetime

  i sat in the car infront of my campus library, making a phone call back home. i like to do it in a private manner as i don't like to share my conversation. 

But today, that feeling is simply sickening.

 Hurting someone can be as easy as throwing a stone in the sea. 

But no ones has any idea how deep that stone can go?

 I just don't feel good today.

Perhaps the reason behind it is that, there are too many people sharing one same thing.

i never like SHARING. Simply because i'm a LIMITED EDITION.

I'm tired of apologizing for the things I didn't do and to the people who don't deserve it.
Just like Histamine, an imidazole joining an ethanamine. 

And i am simply fed up seeing all the H1 antagonist flooding all over the place.

Two bottles of Vitagen drank.

Thanks for the sudden attack by Birdie.

And the food oversea tasted much more nice than the island.

Petrol pumped.

Starting off a Monday Blue.

i had 4 more hours to get off my bed if i could sleep now.

Too bad, i'm suffering from insomnia lately.

and poor thing, my liver is in an alarming stage again.

Please sleep well.

很多事情别人通知你了，要说谢谢，

没有通知你，不要责怪...

因为那些事情你其实应该自己弄清楚。

麻烦自己检讨一下...

做人不要那么得寸进尺。

你敬我一尺，我敬你一丈...

这是互相尊敬。

做人要有来有往，不要一直拿，却不要给！

 需知道每一次的“没有付出”，就不要渴望得到任何收获。

就像One Way Traffic，久而久之会造成友谊中的Traffic Jam。

很多时候，友谊是需要建立的，

 并不是每一次你伸手，我都需要帮忙。

如果是这样，你连乞丐都不如！

你住在黑暗森林中的一座城堡，享受着你做大王的乐趣与欲望，
我们只是陆地上的一朵小花，
你拥有了你的权利，
又何必用你那庞大的身躯遮挡着那皎洁的月光？
夜黑风高的夜晚，让你看起来更险恶，
你吞噬了光明，散发着黑暗，
却还是阻挡不了，一朵小花要生存的渴望，
因为你是孤独的，而我们不是。

不知从何时开始，

不在自己的账号说真心话，

只在隐藏身份的部落格畅言，

越来越搞不清楚自己，

也越来越隐藏自己的心情，

我开部落格就是要记录心情，

可是我连自己都要隐藏，

还真是讽刺。

And i had a few sips of Woodstock red wine just now.

Then i had a flush, where my blood drive like a Lamborghini inside my circulatory system.

i think my plasma cells are all drunken now... LoL...

Anyway, it's Mr. Daddie birthday today. 

 Cheers, and another sip of red wine again.

Wow, i'm darn hot now.

This could be the best pharmily dinner i had so far among these 3 years of a campus life. 
The road might not be smooth going, but yet it's still an interesting one.

30 minutes drive, turn out to be an hour drive. Blame the traffic jam. And yet, i hope the General Election ends soon. i'm simply annoyed with all the facebook post by those Rocket's supporters out there. Gosh, all you need to do is just vote, you need not influence others. We are wise enough to make our own decision. And to the sea of blue flags along Penang, that's simply retarded!

Xiao Hei is now on with its new giraffe suit, maybe it is a fans of Kwang Soo... 

The food at Hai Boey Seafood was nice, so as with a bunch of well-mix-along coursemates! Sometimes, we really have to change. Example, changing the same old people on the same table. And this time, we had fun eating!